Webster’s dictionary defines the word “gap” as “a pass or way through a range of hills.” I am writing my story after following the GAPS diet protocol for one full year.
I decided to write on this day to share my story of healing – my path through the hills.
For those of you who are not familiar, GAPS stands for Gut and Psychology Syndrome, the bestselling book written by Dr. Natasha Campbell-McBride MD. It is a natural digestive healing program.
It has been used to successfully treat many diseases/conditions including Crohn’s disease, Ulcerative Colitis, IBS, Autism, ADHD/ADD, Allergies, Depression, Anxiety, Asthma, Eczema, Schizophrenia, and more.
The GAPS Diet protocol rebuilds the gut by healing the damaged and permeable gut lining. This is the root cause of autoimmune diseases.
Managing Ulcerative Colitis With Drugs
At the time, I was receiving Remicade infusions for the management of Ulcerative Colitis.
I had been dealing with this for over 10 years.
Ulcerative Colitis is a type of inflammatory bowel disease characterized by abdominal cramping and bloody diarrhea.
Remicade is not a “treatment; it only manages the symptoms; therefore, it does not address the root problem.
To manage and “hide” symptoms throughout those years, I went through the typical pyramid of conventional medications, beginning with Asacol, Colazol, and Prednisone.
Finally, Remicade was prescribed when a major flare-up landed me in the ER. In the hospital, I was first given the highest dosage of IV Prednisone possible in an attempt to stop the bleeding and cramping.
When that wasn’t successful, they told me the only other option besides surgery was Remicade, an intravenous drug that suppresses the immune system.
It had just recently been approved for Ulcerative Colitis when previously it was only approved for Crohn’s Disease and Rheumatoid Arthritis.
At the time, I had never heard of Remicade but I desperately wanted to stop the pain and bleeding so I started infusions in the hospital. I was soon released with directions for further Remicade infusions and a very high dosage of oral prednisone. In about three weeks surrounding my hospital stay, I lost about 15 pounds but I was encouraged by my doctors that the Remicade would get me better.
In time, I slowly tapered off prednisone and per the advice of my gastro-intestinal (GI) doctor, I began taking Mercaptopurine/6MP (another immuno-suppressant drug).
The Remicade indeed “managed” and hid my Ulcerative Colitis symptoms.
Fortunately, I was able to wean off the Mercaptopurine/6MP. This medication is not safe for fetuses and I eventually planned to have a child.
I remained on the Remicade infusions (a 3- hour intravenous process administered in an outpatient hospital setting).
I received these infusions every 8-9 weeks, continuing without any signs of symptoms.
According to the world of conventional medicine, it appeared that I was doing well with my health and Ulcerative Colitis. I had no signs whatsoever of my disease and I went through college and early adulthood “healthy”.
Unfortunately, this is the typical approach by our conventional healthcare system today – give the drug that hides the symptoms to make you forget that your body is at war underneath. And so, I was only reminded of my disease when I went in for my infusions, the drug that disguised my body’s ill state.
Remicade managed my symptoms, bleeding, and abdominal pain. However, I soon realized that I wanted out of the “managing symptoms cycle”.
You may be wondering why would I want to risk flaring, risk spending more time in a hospital, risk more pain and bleeding, and risk facing many health uncertainties.
There were several reasons that surfaced. First, I usually felt “uneasy” during infusions. It’s a difficult feeling to describe.
I never had any allergic reactions to Remicade and so I never needed to prep the infusion by taking other medications that other patients required. Following infusions, I usually felt a little “out of it” and I usually didn’t plan much for the remainder of the day.
So although I never had any direct reactions to the infusion, throughout the years, I became even more troubled at infusion times.
I also had the “uneasy” feeling (it sort of felt like a string was being pulled within my stomach) when I thought about my hidden disease and what my body was going through underneath the Remicade mask.
I guess that was my gut giving me a sign that something wasn’t right. This wasn’t the way to deal with my body’s ill state for the rest of my life.
I tried explaining my feelings when my Gastro-Intestinal (GI) doctor asked me “Why?” when I approached him regarding my desire to heal myself naturally and get off drugs.
I had just begun the health coaching certification program through The Institute for Integrative Nutrition and I wanted to jump on the right track and embark on my own journey for true health.
In addition to the “uneasy gut feeling,” the possible effects of Remicade are very serious. They can include a weakened immune system, infection, liver damage, tuberculosis, and lymphoma (cancer); not to mention the unknown long-term side effects since Remicade was only approved in 1998.
My answer to his question was that I wanted to address the core problem and heal the chaos that my body was experiencing while hidden under the meds. I also was extremely terrified of all the side effects and the unknown future ramifications of the medications.
Remicade is classified as chemo-therapy when billed to an insurance company (each infusion costs about thousands of dollars!) My GI doctor seriously recommended that I continue Remicade.
He cautioned that if I were to stop infusions, I could build resistance and it would not be effective the next time. It was odd to me that he questioned why I would want to stop a “treatment” that was successful.
His approach was to keep his patients on Remicade as long as his patients don’t develop an immediate reaction.
Well, I don’t consider that successful. He also said that he didn’t know about any natural treatments.
He then said that IF I chose to stop Remicade, he wanted me to transition to another oral anti-inflammatory medication.
Of course, that medication came along with another list of side effects. Obviously, we weren’t on the same page and not even in the same book!
My objective was to heal my disease without the dangerous medications that are pushed upon patients too quickly every day. I wasn’t worried about building resistance to Remicade because I knew I wanted to stop putting that poison in my body and never go back.
I decided that I wasn’t going to receive the support that I needed from him. That was the last time that I saw a GI “specialist.”
My Search for Natural Healing
So, that brought me to my search for natural healing.
The role of food, which passes through our digestive system several times a day, was NEVER discussed during the 10-plus years dealing with Ulcerative Colitis.
I was told that I would have to manage the disease by taking medicines for the rest of my life. My former GI doctor mentioned that certain foods may trigger a flare-up but it is different for everyone. I was never questioned about my regular food intake.
Gluten is a well-known digestive irritant but I was never tested for a gluten allergy until I requested the test.
The test came back negative but that didn’t matter to me. I suspected gluten sensitivity in my body. After removing gluten from my diet, the chronic knee pain that I experienced for years dramatically decreased.
I found it very hard to believe that food didn’t play a major role in our gut health. But that is what we are told by most physicians.
Through the program at the Institute for Integrative Nutrition, I was introduced to the teachings of Weston A. Price and the true meaning of health with traditional, nutrient-dense, and real foods.
I immersed myself in that lifestyle and approach to life and health. It resonated very deeply with me and my body.
Even though I did not return to my GI doctor, I decided to continue with infusions until I had a clear plan for healing. It was during a Wise Traditions Conference that a good friend talked to me about the GAPS program. She was about to begin it for her own personal healing.
After reading and learning more about it after the conference, I decided that it would be my path to healing.
Next, I consulted with Dr. Thomas Cowan, a physician who utilized the GAPS healing program. We determined how I would taper off Remicade meanwhile implementing the GAPS diet program.
GAPS Diet Heals Ulcerative Colitis
So, I prepared for GAPS. Fortunately, I was living the traditional food lifestyle already, so the transition wasn’t as shocking as I can imagine it could be.
However, there were still many procedures, routines, and foods that the GAPS diet highly stresses and I needed time to consistently incorporate them into my life. After a few months of preparing, I started the GAPS Introduction phase.
As I look back at this year on GAPS, the food aspect was of course challenging. Obstacles, trials, and of days of utter frustrations with food were always present.
It wasn’t easy.
I remember staring often into my refrigerator and thinking “I have nothing to eat!” even though I just spent HOURS preparing food ahead for several days.
Sometimes, especially in the beginning, I just got tired of stock and ferments. One time, I had a minor breakdown over acorn squash! I couldn’t find jars full of acorn squash that I had roasted over the weekend.
I prepared them ahead of time so that I would have some ready for meals during my busy work week. Oh, that was a fun morning, when I realized that I would just need to cook and prepare even MORE food than I already had in the previous days.
I remember bawling to my cat, Lewis, saying “I just don’t want to MAKE any MORE food!”
That happened often in the beginning. Also, a GAPS girl always has to be prepared!
Traveling with lunch bags/coolers, thermoses full of homemade stocks and soups, and my trusty mini-crockpot to reheat homemade meals in hotels was (and still is) a must!
There were many times when I just wanted to have some gluten-free bread (grains are not allowed on GAPS). I often thought, what would happen if I just had one piece? Or what if I just had some roasted sweet potatoes?
Those thoughts definitely flew around in my mind. It was in those times, I had to dig even deeper, and envision my life healed and free of medications. I refocused and kept on.
The most challenging aspect of GAPS, especially during the first 8 months, was my body’s unknown reaction in reference to my previous symptoms.
I had NO clue what to expect while tapering off Remicade in addition to introducing a limited food regimen.
Questions such as “Will my symptoms return?”, “What will I do if they return?”, “Am I ready to possibly go through those severe symptoms again?”, “Will I be able to work?”
Since I had not experienced any symptoms since being on Remicade several years earlier, this was very scary for me. I had read several successful testimonials about healing digestive disease with the GAPS program.
I even found a new friend, a former patient of Dr. Cowan, who healed her Crohn’s disease with GAPS. She was and still is a great support throughout my GAPS journey. However, I was unable to find someone that decided to completely forgo “successful conventional treatment” (which was managing the symptoms of digestive disease) and choose natural healing when symptoms weren’t at all present.
All of the testimonies and stories that I encountered thus far were about taking on the GAPS program while symptoms were present and conventional medications were not managing symptoms. It was scary and I was in the dark.
While I began to taper off Remicade and start the GAPS program, I was also finishing up my health coaching program at the Institute for Integrative Nutrition. I was working on building my health coaching business.
I had a lot on my plate, literally!
At the same time, I knew I needed to rest and let my body figure out how to heal. I remember countless days on end (I called them “healing weekends”) when I experienced setbacks. I stayed in the house, wore my pajamas for days, looked a wreck, slept, drank stock, sat in the sun, and didn’t do much at all.
My energy was greatly affected and I lost about 14 pounds; definitely not weight I needed to lose! However, I kept on with my journey, one day at a time, keeping my heart on true healing. I continued on and I began to see improvement.
While I once managed symptoms with the icy cold Remicade infusions, I was now finding true health through the warmth of the deeply nourishing homemade stocks.
Drug-Free At Last
It has been quite a year on GAPS. With any natural healing process, there are ups and downs, plateaus, and hills. It’s a long road. So far, through it all, I can say today that I am doing very well and I trust in my heart and gut, that this is the path for me. I have regained most of my lost weight — a sign of healing.
From the extra nourishing GAPS diet, my triglycerides are a record low! By the way, I am consuming a ton of fats! My energy has also increased. I remain on GAPS and I plan to do so in order to heal completely. I know that I have come a long way but I have more healing to go.
In addition to more gut healing, loads of pharmaceutical drugs throughout the years took a toll on other aspects of my health and GAPS will help in regaining balance with those aspects as well.
As I look forward, I am positive and full of thankfulness. I am so appreciative of all the support from my friends and family this past year.
Their continued love and support have been a tremendous reason for my success so far. In addition, Dr. Cowan’s continuous guidance has been nothing short of supportive and genuine care.
I hope that my story has inspired you to take a step toward natural healing. I truly believe that anyone can take back their health.
If you or anyone you know is dealing with any of the conditions I mentioned at the beginning of my story, I encourage you to read the book Gut and Psychology Syndrome by Dr. Natasha McBride.
While it is slow progress, it is REAL progress and TRUE healing. It is extremely worthwhile. I wake up and I know that pharmaceuticals aren’t masking my body’s signs and feelings.
We all deserve to be well and to experience optimal health. We CAN get to that place naturally, without pharmaceuticals, with the strength of our bodies and heart, and with REAL, nourishing foods Let your healing journey begin!
For an update on this inspiring story, click here!
More Information
GAPS Diet: Heal Your Autoimmune Disease Now
Overwhelmed by the GAPS Diet? Help Has Arrived
FPIES: Resolving the “Other” Food Allergy
How to Speed Healing and Shorten Time on the GAPS Diet
The Five Most Common GAPS Diet Mistakes
Hannah’s Story: 2 Years on GAPS Diet Heals Autism
Chronic Stomach Pain and Bloating Gone!
Suzanne
Thank you for this post, it’s so encouraging!!! My son is coming home from his first year of university late next month and I am hoping to get him on board with the SCD diet. He was diagnosed with UC at the start of his senior year in high school. He was on 6MP for 8 months (with intermittent prednisone for breakthough flares) but had to come off it when his liver showed signs of inflammation. He is currently on prednisone and Remicade, but not in remission, though has been doing well enough to make it through freshman year of college away from home (and on a dorm meal plan!). He had one hospitalization for kidney stones as a result of dehydration and is struggling to gain weight. He has cleaned up his diet a lot and is lifting weights to try to bulk up…he would love to do one of the university’s study-abroad programs but that just isn’t possible health-wise at this point… his GI doctor mentioned a colectomy at his last appointment but my son said no (he’s only 19!!). I’m not really familiar with GAPS but have been reading books on SCD and Paleo and am really hoping I can get him on board this summer when he’s home. What’s the main difference between SCD and GAPS? There have been some posts on Robb Wolf’s site from people who have healed UC with a strict Paleo diet too…after this last discouraging appointment it’s so encouraging to hear that diet-induced cure is possible. Thank you for sharing your story!
Gina
Hi Suzanne – GAPS has an Introduction period and stresses ferments, homemade stocks and fats throughout the entire program. Food is our fuel and our gut is our body’s roots! The right fuel will rebuild our body slowly as well as prevent future problems. I hope your son finds some meaning in my story. I was his age when my UC showed it’s ugly face. I remember a lot from that time period so I know it is a tough time.
Suzanne
Hi Gina
I’ll definitely check the GAPS diet out. I guess in a way I’m thankful the Remicade has not worked that well, as it makes it easier to look for alternatives and eventually discontinue the infusions. Even the GI doctor said it was not a long-term solution and that’s why he brought up the colectomy. It takes a lot of courage and conviction to stop conventional treatment that is working, most people can’t do it, especially when their physician is so strongly against it. Thank you again for sharing your experience in overcoming such a challenging condition.
Jackie
Just wanted to add that I had my doc appt today and they (once again) told me I was fine and its in my head… and so I told them that I just wanted the blood draw to get my stats and then I would be trying this diet. the doc asked what diet it was so I told her – and I told her about our switch to whole foods. and she wrote down the name of GAPS and the Weston A Price foundation because she said something is wrong with this generation… the sad thing is that the head doc there is a gastro doc!!!!! but maybe some good will come of it. ?
Isabelle
Love this post. Thanks so much for sharing. I am so happy for you Gina! You inspire me. I have rheumatoid arthritis and I so GET it about the uneasiness when taking the TNF meds. Everytime I had to do an injection I would cry and just knew in my soul that this was not the right path. GAPS is hard but feels right. I hope I will be writing a post like this one day. :o)
Hugs
Isabelle
Gina
I am happy for you too Isabelle! You sound like you are on your way!
Abi Haddad via Facebook
just passed it on to a friend with u.c. i’m treating my severe crohn’s with gaps & have seen some improvement too! praise God!!
Nicki
Thanks for this encouraging story. My father was diagnosed with UC when he was a teenager. He died in 2001 at 50 years old with a ruined liver that the doctor said was caused by UC. Hopefully more people will hear your story and UC won’t be a “death sentence.”
Amanda
THANK YOU for writing this!!!!! My husband has UC and I’ve been wanting to do the GAPS protocol with him for quite some time. I need to really do some planning and get prepared for it, but he needs to get on board first. I may have him read this and see what he thinks. I’m always worried about him because he has a history of colon cancer in his family. You guys are amazing!!!!! Thank you!
Gina
Yes, planning and preparation is big! Please share this with him because he must be 100% in it and dedicated. It only makes sense to be completely dedicated to yourself for true healing. We deserve to give ourselves that chance. Wishing him well!
Jennifer
Thanks so much for sharing your story.
I have interstitial cystitis, which is kind of like uc but in the bladder. I also suffur with fybromalgia and ibs. I am wanting to try this diet but know it will be a huge change as I am a big milk drinker. Glad to know I could have cheese though. My husband has uc but is currently in remission, don’t know how. My oldest, who is almost 3, has just been referred to GI for not growing and stomach issues. My youngest, 13m still breastfed, has been having reoccurring high fevers over the last few months. We leave near New Orleans where food is so much a part of who we are. This diet will be the hardest thing ever but if we all start feeling better will be worth it.
What advice can you give a food lover starting this diet?
Eileen
We started GAPS over 2 years ago and I was an avid foodies and milk/cereal eater. It was tough, but the way I feel on GAPS far outweights the deliciousness of the food I ate before.
I started small and just took out sugar, artificial ingredients, gluten, and non GAPS dairy. That made a huge difference in us and that motivated me to continue to transition to GAPS. It took us 5 months to transition to GAPS. My kids now thank me for doing this diet because it has improved our lives so much. I have so much hope for issues that looked so grim before. Your taste buds will change and you will start to really taste the delicious foods that God has given us…the way it was meant to be.
Try it for a month and see how you feel. I could tell in 1 month that we were on to something and wanted to pursue more.
Gina
Jennifer – I am a huge food lover! Seriously! We are big “nourishing traditions” foodies. Our food is so scrumptious – it’s tastier than my Pre-GAPS foods! Food is a very important part of who we are also. I actually am not into full dairy yet (the dairy progression is different for everyone) but I have had some raw butter recently and no problems so far:) That has been tough but like you said – worth it! I agree with Eileen that your palate will change as you gradually incorporate these nourishing foods consistently in your meals. I see it all the time when I’m working with my clients. GAPS food is far from bland, if you are creative. Plus, depending on what foods you are accustomed to eating, they could be part of the problem! It really sounds like some gut healing is in need for your family! My advice would be to start small, first going gluten free (if you aren’t already) and eliminate all sugar, using only natural sweeteners, and get comfortable with lots of FAT FAT FAT! Feel free to email me with any more questions! Good luck!
Nancy
So inspiring! Thanks for sharing your story.
Homebirth Mama
My husband nearly died from UC about 10 years ago. He did the whole prednisone/mercaptopurine thing for awhile. He was hospitalized several times due to the severe bleeding. At one point his blood count went down to about 6. A team of “highly specialized” doctors told him the only way he would survive is if they removed his colon and most of his small intestine. He said he would rather die than live with a colostomy bag. He had been in so much pain from the cramping that he was on morphine. He made the connection himself that the morphine was making him bleed more (duh! doctors, it’s a blood thinner!). He stopped the morphine and his blood count went back up, so he was able to be released two days later. Long story short,
I healed his colitis through food and a natural lifestyle. I wish I had known about GAPS back then. The biggest problem he has now is that because UC is an immune system disorder tat also attacks other parts of the body, he has debilitating joint pain. He is in constant pain. I wish there was some way to help him get his joints rebuilt. He’s only 34, and it’s horrible to see him like this.
Isabelle
Homebirth Mama GAPS helps with all autoimmune conditions. I have rheumatoid arthritis and it is helping me. I’ve a long ways to go but am confident this will help. Please try this with your husband. It is not a quick fix however. I can’t do any dairy or legumes yet. It’s only been a month. I have hope I will get there. I have way more energy, feel optimistic instead of depressed, and less joint pain.
Best
Isabelle
Gina
Homebirth Mama – When I was admitted to the ER for my awful flare in ’06, they put me on morphine too! The on-call GI doc from the office I was working with at the time, stormed in and yelled at the ER team saying “You NEVER put someone with UC on morphine!” I remember hearing that through all the morphine fuzziness…..When I moved towards GAPS, my chronic knee pain drastically decreased. I have worked with a RA client whose joint pain was greatly decreased by moving towards GAPS (on SCD currently). Stocks would be huge help for his joints! GAPS works to rebuild the gut, therefore rebuilding the immune system, addressing those issues……It would never be too late to do GAPS…..
Jody
Glad GAPS is making a positive difference in people’s lives!!
Just for clarification: morphine is NOT a blood thinner. In fact, it has no impact on blood count, platelets or coagulation. The reason it’s used with caution in people with UC, or any bowel diease for that matter, is because it slows gut movement (peristalsis) which can lead to colonic perforation. Perforation isn’t terribly common but it is a risk factor.
Chris
I truly believe that UC, Crohn’s, and any arthritis is caused by unknown pathogens. Please look into Ionic Silver for him as I have read many testimonials of RA going into spontaneous remission. It also put my Crohn’s into remission.
Charanne Graham via Facebook
My naturopath reccommended the GAPS diet as a digestive detox for 1 mos. It’s been 3 weeks and I’ve lost 8 lbs and feel great. My goal is another 8-13 lbs to be back at my ideal weight. GAPS won’t be a diet, but a lifestyle, along with organic & chemical free/non-toxic living.