Webster’s dictionary defines the word “gap” as “a pass or way through a range of hills.” I am writing my story after following the GAPS diet protocol for one full year.
I decided to write on this day to share my story of healing – my path through the hills.
For those of you who are not familiar, GAPS stands for Gut and Psychology Syndrome, the bestselling book written by Dr. Natasha Campbell-McBride MD. It is a natural digestive healing program.
It has been used to successfully treat many diseases/conditions including Crohn’s disease, Ulcerative Colitis, IBS, Autism, ADHD/ADD, Allergies, Depression, Anxiety, Asthma, Eczema, Schizophrenia, and more.
The GAPS Diet protocol rebuilds the gut by healing the damaged and permeable gut lining. This is the root cause of autoimmune diseases.
Managing Ulcerative Colitis With Drugs
At the time, I was receiving Remicade infusions for the management of Ulcerative Colitis.
I had been dealing with this for over 10 years.
Ulcerative Colitis is a type of inflammatory bowel disease characterized by abdominal cramping and bloody diarrhea.
Remicade is not a “treatment; it only manages the symptoms; therefore, it does not address the root problem.
To manage and “hide” symptoms throughout those years, I went through the typical pyramid of conventional medications, beginning with Asacol, Colazol, and Prednisone.
Finally, Remicade was prescribed when a major flare-up landed me in the ER. In the hospital, I was first given the highest dosage of IV Prednisone possible in an attempt to stop the bleeding and cramping.
When that wasn’t successful, they told me the only other option besides surgery was Remicade, an intravenous drug that suppresses the immune system.
It had just recently been approved for Ulcerative Colitis when previously it was only approved for Crohn’s Disease and Rheumatoid Arthritis.
At the time, I had never heard of Remicade but I desperately wanted to stop the pain and bleeding so I started infusions in the hospital. I was soon released with directions for further Remicade infusions and a very high dosage of oral prednisone. In about three weeks surrounding my hospital stay, I lost about 15 pounds but I was encouraged by my doctors that the Remicade would get me better.
In time, I slowly tapered off prednisone and per the advice of my gastro-intestinal (GI) doctor, I began taking Mercaptopurine/6MP (another immuno-suppressant drug).
The Remicade indeed “managed” and hid my Ulcerative Colitis symptoms.
Fortunately, I was able to wean off the Mercaptopurine/6MP. This medication is not safe for fetuses and I eventually planned to have a child.
I remained on the Remicade infusions (a 3- hour intravenous process administered in an outpatient hospital setting).
I received these infusions every 8-9 weeks, continuing without any signs of symptoms.
According to the world of conventional medicine, it appeared that I was doing well with my health and Ulcerative Colitis. I had no signs whatsoever of my disease and I went through college and early adulthood “healthy”.
Unfortunately, this is the typical approach by our conventional healthcare system today – give the drug that hides the symptoms to make you forget that your body is at war underneath. And so, I was only reminded of my disease when I went in for my infusions, the drug that disguised my body’s ill state.
Remicade managed my symptoms, bleeding, and abdominal pain. However, I soon realized that I wanted out of the “managing symptoms cycle”.
You may be wondering why would I want to risk flaring, risk spending more time in a hospital, risk more pain and bleeding, and risk facing many health uncertainties.
There were several reasons that surfaced. First, I usually felt “uneasy” during infusions. It’s a difficult feeling to describe.
I never had any allergic reactions to Remicade and so I never needed to prep the infusion by taking other medications that other patients required. Following infusions, I usually felt a little “out of it” and I usually didn’t plan much for the remainder of the day.
So although I never had any direct reactions to the infusion, throughout the years, I became even more troubled at infusion times.
I also had the “uneasy” feeling (it sort of felt like a string was being pulled within my stomach) when I thought about my hidden disease and what my body was going through underneath the Remicade mask.
I guess that was my gut giving me a sign that something wasn’t right. This wasn’t the way to deal with my body’s ill state for the rest of my life.
I tried explaining my feelings when my Gastro-Intestinal (GI) doctor asked me “Why?” when I approached him regarding my desire to heal myself naturally and get off drugs.
I had just begun the health coaching certification program through The Institute for Integrative Nutrition and I wanted to jump on the right track and embark on my own journey for true health.
In addition to the “uneasy gut feeling,” the possible effects of Remicade are very serious. They can include a weakened immune system, infection, liver damage, tuberculosis, and lymphoma (cancer); not to mention the unknown long-term side effects since Remicade was only approved in 1998.
My answer to his question was that I wanted to address the core problem and heal the chaos that my body was experiencing while hidden under the meds. I also was extremely terrified of all the side effects and the unknown future ramifications of the medications.
Remicade is classified as chemo-therapy when billed to an insurance company (each infusion costs about thousands of dollars!) My GI doctor seriously recommended that I continue Remicade.
He cautioned that if I were to stop infusions, I could build resistance and it would not be effective the next time. It was odd to me that he questioned why I would want to stop a “treatment” that was successful.
His approach was to keep his patients on Remicade as long as his patients don’t develop an immediate reaction.
Well, I don’t consider that successful. He also said that he didn’t know about any natural treatments.
He then said that IF I chose to stop Remicade, he wanted me to transition to another oral anti-inflammatory medication.
Of course, that medication came along with another list of side effects. Obviously, we weren’t on the same page and not even in the same book!
My objective was to heal my disease without the dangerous medications that are pushed upon patients too quickly every day. I wasn’t worried about building resistance to Remicade because I knew I wanted to stop putting that poison in my body and never go back.
I decided that I wasn’t going to receive the support that I needed from him. That was the last time that I saw a GI “specialist.”
My Search for Natural Healing
So, that brought me to my search for natural healing.
The role of food, which passes through our digestive system several times a day, was NEVER discussed during the 10-plus years dealing with Ulcerative Colitis.
I was told that I would have to manage the disease by taking medicines for the rest of my life. My former GI doctor mentioned that certain foods may trigger a flare-up but it is different for everyone. I was never questioned about my regular food intake.
Gluten is a well-known digestive irritant but I was never tested for a gluten allergy until I requested the test.
The test came back negative but that didn’t matter to me. I suspected gluten sensitivity in my body. After removing gluten from my diet, the chronic knee pain that I experienced for years dramatically decreased.
I found it very hard to believe that food didn’t play a major role in our gut health. But that is what we are told by most physicians.
Through the program at the Institute for Integrative Nutrition, I was introduced to the teachings of Weston A. Price and the true meaning of health with traditional, nutrient-dense, and real foods.
I immersed myself in that lifestyle and approach to life and health. It resonated very deeply with me and my body.
Even though I did not return to my GI doctor, I decided to continue with infusions until I had a clear plan for healing. It was during a Wise Traditions Conference that a good friend talked to me about the GAPS program. She was about to begin it for her own personal healing.
After reading and learning more about it after the conference, I decided that it would be my path to healing.
Next, I consulted with Dr. Thomas Cowan, a physician who utilized the GAPS healing program. We determined how I would taper off Remicade meanwhile implementing the GAPS diet program.
GAPS Diet Heals Ulcerative Colitis
So, I prepared for GAPS. Fortunately, I was living the traditional food lifestyle already, so the transition wasn’t as shocking as I can imagine it could be.
However, there were still many procedures, routines, and foods that the GAPS diet highly stresses and I needed time to consistently incorporate them into my life. After a few months of preparing, I started the GAPS Introduction phase.
As I look back at this year on GAPS, the food aspect was of course challenging. Obstacles, trials, and of days of utter frustrations with food were always present.
It wasn’t easy.
I remember staring often into my refrigerator and thinking “I have nothing to eat!” even though I just spent HOURS preparing food ahead for several days.
Sometimes, especially in the beginning, I just got tired of stock and ferments. One time, I had a minor breakdown over acorn squash! I couldn’t find jars full of acorn squash that I had roasted over the weekend.
I prepared them ahead of time so that I would have some ready for meals during my busy work week. Oh, that was a fun morning, when I realized that I would just need to cook and prepare even MORE food than I already had in the previous days.
I remember bawling to my cat, Lewis, saying “I just don’t want to MAKE any MORE food!”
That happened often in the beginning. Also, a GAPS girl always has to be prepared!
Traveling with lunch bags/coolers, thermoses full of homemade stocks and soups, and my trusty mini-crockpot to reheat homemade meals in hotels was (and still is) a must!
There were many times when I just wanted to have some gluten-free bread (grains are not allowed on GAPS). I often thought, what would happen if I just had one piece? Or what if I just had some roasted sweet potatoes?
Those thoughts definitely flew around in my mind. It was in those times, I had to dig even deeper, and envision my life healed and free of medications. I refocused and kept on.
The most challenging aspect of GAPS, especially during the first 8 months, was my body’s unknown reaction in reference to my previous symptoms.
I had NO clue what to expect while tapering off Remicade in addition to introducing a limited food regimen.
Questions such as “Will my symptoms return?”, “What will I do if they return?”, “Am I ready to possibly go through those severe symptoms again?”, “Will I be able to work?”
Since I had not experienced any symptoms since being on Remicade several years earlier, this was very scary for me. I had read several successful testimonials about healing digestive disease with the GAPS program.
I even found a new friend, a former patient of Dr. Cowan, who healed her Crohn’s disease with GAPS. She was and still is a great support throughout my GAPS journey. However, I was unable to find someone that decided to completely forgo “successful conventional treatment” (which was managing the symptoms of digestive disease) and choose natural healing when symptoms weren’t at all present.
All of the testimonies and stories that I encountered thus far were about taking on the GAPS program while symptoms were present and conventional medications were not managing symptoms. It was scary and I was in the dark.
While I began to taper off Remicade and start the GAPS program, I was also finishing up my health coaching program at the Institute for Integrative Nutrition. I was working on building my health coaching business.
I had a lot on my plate, literally!
At the same time, I knew I needed to rest and let my body figure out how to heal. I remember countless days on end (I called them “healing weekends”) when I experienced setbacks. I stayed in the house, wore my pajamas for days, looked a wreck, slept, drank stock, sat in the sun, and didn’t do much at all.
My energy was greatly affected and I lost about 14 pounds; definitely not weight I needed to lose! However, I kept on with my journey, one day at a time, keeping my heart on true healing. I continued on and I began to see improvement.
While I once managed symptoms with the icy cold Remicade infusions, I was now finding true health through the warmth of the deeply nourishing homemade stocks.
Drug-Free At Last
It has been quite a year on GAPS. With any natural healing process, there are ups and downs, plateaus, and hills. It’s a long road. So far, through it all, I can say today that I am doing very well and I trust in my heart and gut, that this is the path for me. I have regained most of my lost weight — a sign of healing.
From the extra nourishing GAPS diet, my triglycerides are a record low! By the way, I am consuming a ton of fats! My energy has also increased. I remain on GAPS and I plan to do so in order to heal completely. I know that I have come a long way but I have more healing to go.
In addition to more gut healing, loads of pharmaceutical drugs throughout the years took a toll on other aspects of my health and GAPS will help in regaining balance with those aspects as well.
As I look forward, I am positive and full of thankfulness. I am so appreciative of all the support from my friends and family this past year.
Their continued love and support have been a tremendous reason for my success so far. In addition, Dr. Cowan’s continuous guidance has been nothing short of supportive and genuine care.
I hope that my story has inspired you to take a step toward natural healing. I truly believe that anyone can take back their health.
If you or anyone you know is dealing with any of the conditions I mentioned at the beginning of my story, I encourage you to read the book Gut and Psychology Syndrome by Dr. Natasha McBride.
While it is slow progress, it is REAL progress and TRUE healing. It is extremely worthwhile. I wake up and I know that pharmaceuticals aren’t masking my body’s signs and feelings.
We all deserve to be well and to experience optimal health. We CAN get to that place naturally, without pharmaceuticals, with the strength of our bodies and heart, and with REAL, nourishing foods Let your healing journey begin!
For an update on this inspiring story, click here!
More Information
GAPS Diet: Heal Your Autoimmune Disease Now
Overwhelmed by the GAPS Diet? Help Has Arrived
FPIES: Resolving the “Other” Food Allergy
How to Speed Healing and Shorten Time on the GAPS Diet
The Five Most Common GAPS Diet Mistakes
Hannah’s Story: 2 Years on GAPS Diet Heals Autism
Chronic Stomach Pain and Bloating Gone!
Pamela
Hi Gina,
Well it has been several weeks since we last spoke and I am happy to say that I started on my GAPS diet journey on March 27th (I ordered the book on the 20th and started as soon as I received it). The first few days were a little challenging, as I had to figure our where to buy organic foods and the entire style of eating (according to the GAPS diet) was foreign to me, especially the FAT stuff! I have avoided fatty foods my entire life; the thought of it disgusted me. However, I must say, I truly loved the stock – the brothe is delicious. After alot of online research and a lot of reading and re-reading of the GAPS book, my husband Joe and I finally got a handle on it as the days passed. It has been almost three weeks and almost immediately my stomach and abdomen were relieved of pain, while only eating the brothe and the kefir. I am now about to venture into stage three, so we shall see how tomorrow goes. I am very uplifted these days and soooooo happy that my friend found you and your story and that my dear husband Joey was good enough to brave the storm with me. We have learned alot and he too has committed to a life-style change in our diets. I will keep you posted. Blessings, Pam …..oh, p.s. I am also feeling better with my anxiety! For seven years since my nervous break-down I have watched the clock in anticipation of my next dose of medicine to calm my nerves and stomach and now, I actually go over time. So proof positive that the diet does affect the mind and the entire person. I am hopeful that perhaps in time, I will heal to the degree of getting off of my anti-anxiety and anti-depression meds. Perhaps my low-fat lifestyle for 40 years is what brought me to the nervous state to begin with and subsequently the IBS and ulcerative colitis. LOOKING FORWARD TO A HEALTHY BEGINNING. OKAY, NOW I AM REALLY SAYING GOOD BYE FOR NOW:) PAM
Gina
Pam, that’s wonderful! Keep going and I will be thinking of you!
Lisa
Wow- inspiring story, Gina. I applaud you! Continued success, health, and blessings…
Joy
Hi Gina, I haven’t heard of GAP before. I have had crohn’s since I was 8 but wasn’t dx’d till 1998. I started Remicade in Jan 2000, I have since been on Humira, Cimzia, and now Stelara – plus a host of other drugs (I have 26 medications, not including my daily vitamins. I round out my day around 45 pills. I am just 33 now. I have all the complications of crohn’s including arthritis, pyroderma, e nodosum, cataracts, glaucoma, etc. A total of 21 different dx’s – most are side effects of medication (like diabetes and high blood pressure).
I would love to know more about GAP and how to cure the crohn’s and UC (I have both)
Thanks and God bless
~Joy
Gina
Hi Joy – your body sure is going through a lot!! I am 31 . When I decided to go down this self-healing path, I thought the same thing – that I was only in my late 20s and I was taking such strong meds……I wanted to heal to ward off the related complications and diseases. I don’t think it’s impossible for you to take back your health. We all deserve that. Please email me privately and we can talk more. Take care.
Ydnar
Hi Joy, please search for Russell Martini, and his book “Healing Digestive Illness”
pamela
Gina and Nicole,
Thank you both for getting back to me; I am going to check out the gapsdiet.com today and purchase the book. I need to get on the road to healing asap.
Blessings and good health to you both. Will check back in from time to time.
Pam
Gina
Theresa – That’s great that you are doing well. I have heard about the J Pouch surgery and know a few people that have had the surgery. For them it wasn’t a cure-all. They still struggle with issues that probably could be addressed with the right foods and restoring the gut, which is what GAPS does. The surgery road was brought up to me by doctors in the past. I think the general tone of the comments from my post are aimed at finding a more natural way to get to the root cause, avoiding conventional medications and procedures. I don’t think they are clueless but just want a different path aside from conventional management of symptoms. For many, procedures and surgeries are not the desired route, as in my situation and belief……Wish you continued good health!
Suzanne
My son’s Gi doctor did discuss the J-pouch surgery in conjunction with the colectomy, explaining that this procedure does indeed have its own issues, such as frequent, though controllable, bowel movements (ie. 5 to 6 a day), and some people do develop inflammation in the pouch, I think because the underlying cause of the UC is not addressed when removing the colon. Another big concern is that some people diagnosed with UC actually have Crohn’s colitis, so removing the colon just causes the inflammation to move to another part of the digestive tract; my son’s doctor estimated they make that misdiagnosis about 10% of the time.
theresa daum
I am suprised that NO one on here has mentioned the J Pouch surgery? I find that odd, unless those comments have been deleted? I had the J Pouch surgery in 2004. After 3 years of recovery from the surger (yes, it’s as bad or worse than the disease itself) I am fine. I play tennis, eat what I want and live a normal life. Would I recommend it to everyone? NO . But it is worth discussing and I find it odd that everyone on here seems clueless about it. Maybe you are not connected with a GI doctor in a larger city and they don’t realize there is a surgery out there? Strange.
Kristi Farrell
Hello Gina,
This post comes at a very crucial time for our family. Our son is 8 yeas old and was diagnosed with Ulcerative Colitis May 2011. He initially experienced all the typical symptoms associated with the disease. We asked the doctors if diet plays a role in the disease and the answer was “let him eat whatever he wants” Being in the health field we new good nutrition is always helpful. With attention to his diet we have been able to decrease those symptoms. He is currently on Pentasa and VSL#3 (Prednisone has been given sparingly). He has shown improvement and yet his GI doctors want to start Remicade. This just doesn’t feel right!! You could say we need to look for new doctors but with the restriction of insurance and the knowledge that this Pediatric GI group is known to be the best in two counties, where do you go from here?? We decided to do our own research. My husband and I bought every book out there remotely associated with the disease. We have joined countless forums. We have educated ourselves and believe diet is the answer to managing his UC and give him some quality of life back.
Deciding on what diet to try is a big decision because it has to be enforced. Our son is a great kid, but that’s the issue, he’s just a kid and if it was up to him he would forgo any diet no matter how many talks with him about his health. The advice I need from anyone who is experiencing this are some tricks of the trade. I understand you have to prepare many foods, no problem, I love to cook. I need the quick fixes when in a bind or replacement ideas for the pizza, cake, birthday parties we attend. Not to mention the classroom celebrations with tons of crap offered to the kids ALL the time!!! A good 90% of the time I bring a cooler every where we go but what happens if I don’t follow the plan for a meal or a snack, do we start from square one again? Also, any suggestions on replacing cereal in the morning. I not only have a child with UC but he happens to be my picky eater. I have tried every replacement form on the market, soy, coconut, rice, almond milk and he doesn’t care for any of them. It sounds as though this diet does not include dairy (even lactose free?) Any suggestions welcome and greatly appreciated! I will save the psychological side of UC for another discussion 🙂
Gina
Hi Kristi – Please trust your gut that the Remicade doesn’t seem right. If you can’t find someone in your area that will support you with what you want for your son, you could work with Dr. Cowan in CA (telephone sessions).
Because GAPS is such a nourishing program with all real foods and no processed foods, I wouldn’t say that there are complete “quick-fix” replacements for those things that you mention – pizza, cake. That is why it’s so healing! No one sells GAPS pizza nor GAPS desserts. BUT, you CAN make grain free pizzas using nut flours or coconut flour for the crust. And there are PLENTY of scrumptious deserts. I had a major sweet tooth before GAPS and GAPS has helped to normalize it. However, I definitely have not felt deprived at all with my occasional GAPS desserts. The diet allows some cheeses, yogurt that has fermented for 24 hours, and butter (dairy is slowly introduced back in) but no liquid dairy because that contains milk sugar, lactose. How about eggs for breakfast? There are many ways to make them, like egg muffins, that could appeal to a picky eater. Or perhaps a smoothie with coconut milk, avocado and banana? Hope this helps! There are many GAPS meals that I think are super appealing to younger kids. – Feel free to email me privately.
corrie
Hi Gina! just wondering. did you have to stop exercising while you were doing the diet?
Gina
Hi Corrie! Yes, I actually did have to stop exercising for some time but not the entire time. I am actually now slowly getting back to my workout routines. I really didn’t anticipate having to stop and so it was extremely hard for me to not workout. However, when my body was telling me that it needed time to rest and not exert more energy than what was needed, I knew I had to listen and rest.
Pamela
Gina,
Forgive me, I meant to thank you for your story, help, advice and to say that I am so happy for you that you are on the mend! Also, in further poking around I have found gapsdiet.com and am hopeful I will find the instructions for the diet there.
Pamela
Gina
Great you found one of the sites!
Pamela Pisarri
Hello Gina,
I was diagnosed one month ago with actue/chronic UC; which currently is concentrated to the rectum area, thank God. However, I am having an awful time with it….the bloating and pain; the frequent bowl movements countered with bouts of constipation; the depression that comes with it. I have also been struggling with generalized anxiety and IBS for the last 7 years and I think that this disease is directly correlated, although it doesn’t seem that studies absolutely prove my thoughts to be true. I am overwhelmed and I feel hopeless and frightened for my immediate and long-term future even with my strong faith in God and healings. I would like to try your GAPS diet; however, in all the readings above, I did not see where I could purchase, read or research in any way, the diet. Also, in all the comments above I didn’t see that anyone mentioned much about the mental struggle that is going on inside of me, am I the only one who is crying all the time? Can you help me please? Pam in NY/NJ
Gina
Pam, you are definitely not alone with the crying and mental anguish! I mentioned a little about that but perhaps I should have shared more. This journey has DEFINITELY been tough mentally. I still go through some of it but it is less intense as before. I think anxiety/depression is greatly related to IBS/UC. A lot of of the feel-good chemicals originate in the gut. You can find out more about the diet at http://www.gaps.me and http://www.gapsdiet.com You can purchase the book on amazon. Pam, feel free to email me personally if you’d like.
Nicole, The Non-Toxic Nurse
Pamela, you can buy the book from http://www.gapsdiet.com. You can view the food lists on that site prior to buying the book. I can tell you that I feel much more emotionally stable on the GAPS diet and so does my husband. The neurotransmitters that help to control your mood will not be in balance (or even produced adequately) if you are not taking in AND absorbing adequate nutrients. GAPS heals the gut, which improves absorption of nutrients, and this will help your body make the correct neurotransmitters and hormones too. In my experience, GAPS will do wonders for the “mental struggle” you mention. We started to feel better mentally after only a month or so.